Hickey...Anyone?...

Want to mark someone?...Just for fun or to warn others to stay away ...Give a hickey, it's free!...

Pick the spot...The key to giving a hickey is placement...The neck is the best place, but the upper chest area also works...

Kiss ...You don't have to let your mate know that you are going to give a hickey if you don't want resistance...Kiss your partner lightly moving along their body to deter any suspicion...

Apply pressure...Lock on the area that you want to place the hickey and start to lick the area...Then, apply light pressure...This will prepare the skin for the hickey while keeping your mate from knowing what is about to happen...

Suck ...Be careful not to draw attention to what you are doing right away...Start by lightly sucking on the target area with light licking and kissing in between sucking...Then slowly increase the sucking action...A vacuum needs to form from your mouth and the skin for a hickey to form...

Inspect the hickey...When you feel that you have left a mark look at the area...It should be red...If the mark is not dark enough, suck and apply pressure on the same area...When done properly a hickey will stay on the skin for a few days...

Be playful...have fun!...

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Body Shot...

want a real hot date with Jose?...how about a body shot?...

one shot tequila, salt, a lime wedge...plus a "hot" body!...and you're all set...

pick an erogenous zone such as the face, neck, chest, navel, or any part near those areas (choose your wild!)...wet the chosen part, either with the lime wedge or just lick it...sprinkle the salt there...lick the salt slowly, gingerly, sensually...or in fast short strokes...slam the shot down...and bite the lime!...

if you're feeling adventurous, try the French version...

for the male:
lick the girl's belly button and put salt...put the lime wedge in her mouth and the shot between her boobs..lick the salt first...kneel and drink the shot - she should lean on you...bite on the lime while its in her mouth and give her a kiss...

for the female:
put the salt on the boy's neck and the lime wedge in his mouth...put the shot in his pants just above the zipper...lick the salt and leave a hickey... kneel down and drink the shot - he should lean on you...then, eat the lime and leave a mark...

whew! that's a real slammer!...

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My Sunrise...

The night sets in and as I reach my room I hang up the smile I've worn all day. Tomorrow morning, it's the first thing I'll put back just in case it will be "the day".

I lay down in bed willing myself to sleep so my new day will hurry up and arrive. But as the world turn half way around, I think about him. It makes me smile, sometimes that smile turns into a giggle, and the giggle will turn into a burst of laughter.

And then there are times I get that lump in my throat and that tight feeling in my chest, and sometimes that feeling overwhelms me and begins to turn into a tear, and often that tear multiplies itself and breaks open the dam of emotions and I lose the battle.

Then somehow through either the joy or the sadness, I drift and find myself asleep. Then the dreams begin and keep me company until my new day arrives.

When I awake it's with such excitement! Because I tell myself this could be the day that every other day has led up to and the first day of the rest of my life. I quickly don my smile because I want him to see me at my very best. Then I look out the glass window even though I know it's still dawn, but I still have to confirm I've been given another chance to be with him.

Then I ask myself, "Is this the day?" And the excitement rushes over me again. "Where is it going to be?"

Will it be at the coffee shop with his frappuccino, oblivious to the world and lost in his book?

Will it be at the boardwalk where I would unexpectedly see his face amongst the crowd?

Or will it be at the parking area? The busy sidewalk? The convenient store?

So will today be "the day"? Will this finally be the day that I will not have to ever wait for another sunrise? Because whenever I want to see it, I only have to look at him and there it shall always be - in his eyes - and he will forever hold it for me.

He is my dawn, my sunrise, my new day.

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Smell The Roses...

How often do we surrender to a moment of pure, uninhibited joy?

Instead of worrying, feeling angry and sad, why can't we choose to feel that sense of childhood wonder? Is it because we feel self-conscious and afraid of what others would think or say about us? Are we greedy for compliments and validation, that we are scared of being criticized? Do we have the notion that we are less of a person if we can't measure up?

It is easier to discover happiness in and around us when we feel complete and in balance - having self-esteem, a good self-concept and independence. Others may not like our ideas and the different ways we do things, but still, be your own person and don't pass the chance to do something creative and fun.

Take a brisk early morning walk or sit quietly in the early morning light, and absorb the beauty around you. Dress the way you like. Say good things instead of complaining. Laugh about your shortcomings. Hold yourself accountable for your choices. Stay focused and interested in whatever you are doing. Realize that you possess nothing: that everything is a loan. Take risks. And most of all, let go of the need to be right.

June is the month of roses...go out and smell the roses...

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C'mon Baby Light My Fire...

I feel your breath quicken, pulse starts to race,
feel your body shaking, as I touch your face.
Work my way slowly down the back of your neck,
two bodies melting, emotional train wreck.

Begging for pleasure, I take my time,
pulling you closer, body next to mine.
Biting so gently, your p*nis starts to stiffen,
sweat on your skin, in the moonlight glistens.

As I lick my way down your quivering belly,
body tingles all over, legs turn to jelly.
Now I kiss lower, to your hard secret place,
sucking your juices, enjoying the taste

Now we're both aching, all senses alive,
I take you inside me, our bodies start to writhe.
I feel your intenseness, throbbing inside.
all thoughts are stirring, nothing to hide,

Grinding with lust, wanting it more,
you explode inside me, we've opened the door.
Unchained passion, pushing us closer,
shaking the walls, knocking things over.

Collapse in each other, embrace not broken,
both breathing heavily, not a word spoken.
The looks on our faces, ecstasy found,
hold on, sweet lover, I'm going back down.

Instead you turn me slowly, entering from behind,
feels so delicious, we both lose our minds.
Grind even harder, we've come to the end,
both smile sexily, Let's do it again.

~ anonymous ~

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Restless Thoughts...

you watch that reflection in the mirror and all you see is a stranger with unmistakable longing staring back at you...

in spite of yourself, you have memorized the steady rhythm of the conventional routines like lines in a song...the same pace...the day stretched out like a long uninhabited road...nothing much is happening...except maybe the small quotidian tragedies...

you feel a distinct yearning to break free from the up-down calm breath of the humdrum aspirations...there must be more to discover...

in the dead hours of the night, you think of another place, as you listen to the swoosh of the traffic outside...or when you're alone in a your room, after a lonely meal...you dream of it...it's a fascination that's holding you enthralled...the air vibrates with promise...your head swims...your skin tingles...the restlessness grows each passing day...it's eating you alive...

you can't still the itch...you're longing to take this journey of discovery...only one thing is holding you back...that you may never return...

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My Light...

Darkness may spread its wings

And fear may creep within

I may shudder and tremble

As my courage wears thin

Terror may grip my heart

My dreams all taking flight

And all that may remain

Are nightmares through the night

I'll raise high the light

I'm holding in my hand

Let it shine along the path

Of my scared heart and mind

Love is the light

That radiates in my life

It tears through the dark

Like a razor sharp knife

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Like I Knew I Would...

I heard a song yesterday

And it reminded me of you

I’ve heard it play a hundred times before

But I thought of you and smiled

I wish that you were here, or I was there

I guess I miss you

Like I knew I would

And later I was reading back

To how things were

And I was laughing through my tears

At the thought of you

How I wished that you were here, or I was there

And I was missing you

Like I knew I would

And if I never see you again this side of forever

Can I tell you that I LOVE YOU

That I’ll never forget you,

Even though you’ll forget me

And that’s okay

For when I think of you I always smile

Like I knew I would

~ crystalheart ~

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Unspoken...

you came to my life...
quietly...simply...tenderly...
and the world stood still...

i could not say a word,
nor a single gesture showed
the feelings kept in my heart...

so i loved you in silence...
worshipped you from a distance...
dreamt of you from afar...

i wanted to say "i love you"...
i wanted you to know i care...
but i was afraid,
afraid you'd only laugh at me...

in silence then will i just love you...
in silence will i care...
because in silence
i found the fulfillment of my dream...

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Happiness...

"would you pursue happiness or let it find you?..."

until recently i haven't been pondering it much...then i find myself staring out of the window like today...

i've been fairly content with what i do...sometimes yes, i want or long for that feeling..."to love someone, to feel very loving towards someone very special and to feel it is returned"...other times fairly content, and don't ponder it too much...

then normal everyday things...like staring out of the window, thinking of you, smiling at something you've said or even just watching people go around...and I get to thinking again...longing for it...

given the way i feel above when i stop to consider..i am going to pursue happiness...

i guess you don't even choose "to pursue"...it's not a life decision...it's just part of the make-up of who are...

*excerpt from an online chat

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Destiny...

whatever it was that brought us together

must have been something special...

...something specially wonderful...

...something wonderfully beautiful...

or it wouldn't have succeeded so well

in bringing us together...

whatever it was couldn't have been Chance

for something as beautiful as our love

could only have been planned by Fate, not by Man.

and i shall keep and treasure this something beautiful

for a LIFETIME...

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Au Revoir...

H ow will this way of life be the same as it was
A fter it has lost its reason for existence?
N ever in my wildest dreams have i imagined
Z est for life could begin and could easily wane.
E verything that happened is not without meaning:
L ife without our summer love is not worth living!

*rhyme was written in the early 80's

...that was a number of summers ago, when we first met...and i was so naive to think that love would never end and never hurt...that it would all be tenderness expressed by holding of hands and by the most gentle kisses...

...until that one fateful morning...i was sitting at the back pew when i saw you coming in at the side door...there was no mistaking that look of love in you eyes as you gazed at her...i thought i died!

...i left without saying a word...without saying goodbye...for i was not ready to let go then...but i have long forgiven...and i have forgotten all the pains...

...take care my friend...

...till we meet again...

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In Retrospect...

to drift in a train of thoughts...

afloat in a world of my choice...

to be where my heart desires...

to be where you are...

it has been awhile since my thoughts wandered back to a half-forgotten, half-remembered past...memories of a distant past that brought me back to the days of poetic and untroubled gaiety...the same memories that once brought me tears...are now the same reason for the sweetest smile on my face...

will you give me today for reminiscing and reverie?...i just want to remember what it was and what it might have been...

how can i forget...

the morning hello's...no words spoken...just a glance...a certain look that conveyed that wishful longing...

the never-ending phone calls through our own private lines...dedicated lines for all those heart-to-heart and mind-to-mind conversations...

the late afternoon drives to that hidden road by the air strip...or to that grass covered diamond field...or to that abandoned old pit...

a hurried kiss...a warm embrace before the break of dawn...

will i ever forget?...

yet, if I have to live my life all over again, i would still choose to live it the same way...for despite the hurts, i was happy...and i know i would never have known such happiness without the pains...

i am happy...i chose this life...i chose this world...maybe...just maybe...if i would say it often enough, it will become my truth...

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REBIRTH...

There was a time when darkness was a solace
And only the night can ensure the sweetest embrace
When the comfort of sleep was a welcome respite
From the memories lurking deep within my mind

There was a time life lost all its meaning
When my very existence was an excruciating pain
The unbearable days were slow and agonizing
No hope, no faith, no promises for better days remain

There was a time when giving up was the only answer
To forget and leave the all-consuming nightmare
When the lure of eternal quiet was the only solution
To a bleeding heart that lost all its will and reason

There was a time I died a humbling and poignant D-E-A-T-H
To find my way back to life in a rendezvous with B-I-R-T-H

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