Somewhere You Are...

Somewhere you are but I may never find you...

Midst the sea of nameless faces, I search for that familiar face which haunts my dreams and reveries...a face that's etched within my mind...a face that would not leave my heart...I would gaze deeply in a stranger's eyes...hoping that I would find within the reflection of my soul...and as each intimate stranger touch my life I pray that it would be the last...

In my endless quest and aimless wanderings, somewhere you are...

But I may never find you...

Today I sat and watched the waves

And watched the birds that flew

Today I sat and thought of life

And thought of life with you

Today I sat and thought of love

And thought of love for you

Today I sat and looked about

And looked about for you

Today I walked and walked about

I walked in search of you

Today I walked in search of love

In search of a dream come true

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I'm Scared to Lose You...

funny how it frightens me to lose you...funny how the thought terrifies me...ridiculous and absurd, absolutely insane...for how can i ever lose you when i don't have you...

i have always watched you through someone else's eyes...i studied every gesture you did...i followed every move you made...i gazed at you for hours and hours on end...

i have always touched you with someone else's hands...i gently ran my fingers through your hair...caressed your face as i drew you near...felt your warmth against my skin...

i have always heard you through someone else's ears...i listened to every word you said...i hang on to every breath, to every sigh, to every sound you made...

i have always loved you through someone else's kiss...i tasted how it was to be your bliss...

but you will never know that it was me...you will never love me the way i do...funny how it scares me to lose you...when i don't even have you... 

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A Dream...

...all that we see or seem is but a dream within a dream...

all but a dream!...should i be happy then?...that all the confusions in my mind are nothing but a dream...that all i have to do is wake up and dream another dream...take another shot at a brand new game...force myself to weave new thoughts and fantasies...conceive new lies and schemes...build new castles in the sky...fly high...until it's time to move on to dream another dream...

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Making Changes...

I will be making some major changes in my blog starting today. For a start, I already changed the blog url from luvafair.blogspot.com to lovethoughtsjoypain.blogspot.com. Testing the site using SEO for Chrome, the result shows the current ranking in Google at 0/10:

The most important and main challenge is to improve the Google PR of the site. :)

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Live Life...

sometimes we search so much for the right choices...for the right paths to walk through...for the right time...for the right person...and for the right reasons...but life isn't about searching for things that can be found....it's about letting the unexpected happen and finding things you never searched for...it's about meeting old people but making new conversations...walking through old roads but still feeling nice about it...meeting busy schedules but still finding time for old friends...realizing that you have grown a day older but still feeling young at heart...

live life while you still can...wake up each day and discover something new...and most of all, live for today and enjoy the moment...

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