"would you pursue happiness or let it find you?..."
until recently i haven't been pondering it much...then i find myself staring out of the window like today...
i've been fairly content with what i do...sometimes yes, i want or long for that feeling..."to love someone, to feel very loving towards someone very special and to feel it is returned"...other times fairly content, and don't ponder it too much...
then normal everyday things...like staring out of the window, thinking of you, smiling at something you've said or even just watching people go around...and I get to thinking again...longing for it...
given the way i feel above when i stop to consider..i am going to pursue happiness...
i guess you don't even choose "to pursue"...it's not a life decision...it's just part of the make-up of who are...
*excerpt from an online chat
