I'm Scared to Lose You...

funny how it frightens me to lose you...funny how the thought terrifies me...ridiculous and absurd, absolutely insane...for how can i ever lose you when i don't have you...

i have always watched you through someone else's eyes...i studied every gesture you did...i followed every move you made...i gazed at you for hours and hours on end...

i have always touched you with someone else's hands...i gently ran my fingers through your hair...caressed your face as i drew you near...felt your warmth against my skin...

i have always heard you through someone else's ears...i listened to every word you said...i hang on to every breath, to every sigh, to every sound you made...

i have always loved you through someone else's kiss...i tasted how it was to be your bliss...

but you will never know that it was me...you will never love me the way i do...funny how it scares me to lose you...when i don't even have you... 

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A Dream...

...all that we see or seem is but a dream within a dream...

all but a dream!...should i be happy then?...that all the confusions in my mind are nothing but a dream...that all i have to do is wake up and dream another dream...take another shot at a brand new game...force myself to weave new thoughts and fantasies...conceive new lies and schemes...build new castles in the sky...fly high...until it's time to move on to dream another dream...

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Illusion...

we are submerged in this world with a REASON...in this place which allows FREEDOM of expression...we are kindred SOULS...yet, your answers are not for me to find...as you seek your own awareness, set your THOUGHTS free...unlock the VIVID sparkles of creativity...speak to me with words, about EMOTION in all its forms...let your soul break its silence...SOAR with me awhile in lucid BLISS...that I may learn and be inspired...let me have a glimpse to your MIND...don't be scared that you'll be judged...it's just one side of your DIMENSION...FEAR is only in our minds...let it not control your explicit imagination and put a LIMIT to your psyche...let your literally stream FLOW into infinity...it shall live long after it has been READ...as I was and am still...HERE...

Searching for a destiny that's mine 

There's another place another time.

Touching many hearts along the way

Hoping that I'll never have to say

It's just an illusion - illusion - illusion.

Follow your emotions anywhere

Is it really magic in the air?

Never let your feelings get you down

Open up your eyes and look around

It's just an illusion - illusion - illusion.

Could it be that it's just an illusion 

Putting me back in all this confusion?

Could it be that it's just an illusion now?

Could it be that it's just an illusion 

Putting me back in all this confusion?

Could it be that it's just an illusion now?

Could it be a picture in my mind? 

Never sure exactly what I'll find

Only in my dreams I turn you on

Here for just a moment then you're gone.

It's just an illusion - illusion - illusion.

Could it be that it's just an illusion 

Putting me back in all this confusion?

Could it be that it's just an illusion now?

Could it be that it's just an illusion 

Putting me back in all this confusion?

Could it be that it's just an illusion now? 

~ Just An Illusion by Imagination ~

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